long, tough, discouraging week.
praying that God’s glory is gotten somehow through it all. that i worship Him even when i feel beat down.
thunder shook my apartment tonight, rain streaked down, and the city was ugly and wet. but i wasn’t depressed.
this week knocked me down, but i saw God smiling on me through everything. i never doubted that He loved me, that He cherishes me, that His plan for me is bigger than my difficult circumstances. i didn’t feel angry or ask why even at the lowest points. i never saw Him as a punitive or angry God with His fist raised. i knew He was my loving Father even when i messed up or when tough things happened.
that is a first for me.
this was an amazing week.